這兩天的心情實在是超悶，悶到不能悶，想著為什麼卻更無力，總覺得沒有出路，煩。
晚上胡思亂想些有的沒的，雖然不一定成真，但亂想後心情似乎好點。既然不能改變他人/環境，還是該從自己做起。給自己打打氣，振作一下，聽聽 Jem的 "It's amazing"催眠一下自己，給自己力量。歌名是不是同時也有平安夜的應景Fu呢。^^
歌詞寫得很好，尤其是第一句「Do it, now, you know who you are」，聽著聽著好像真的可以有所改變與期待。它說，雖然現在遇到挫折，但是不要氣餒，不要想不勞而獲，而是要付出行動，最後你會很驚訝的發現你可以做到的超過你的想像。很老套的道理，但人（我）有時就是需要這麼簡單清楚的話來讓自己繼續走下去。無論有沒有夢想或野心在內心裡燃燒，我都覺得，是的，你要知道你是誰，在做些什麼，至少也要自以為知道自己在做些什麼。給自己個交代，是吧。
Jem - It's amazing
http://www.youmaker.com/video/sv?id=7a841962b36d41bbbc76d81f6ffbc15b001
Do it, now, you know who you are
You feel it in your heart and you're burning with ambition
But first, wait, won't get it on a plate
You're gonna have to work for it harder and harder
And I know, 'cause I've been there before
Knocking on the doors with rejection [rejection]
And you'll see, 'cause if it's meant to be
Nothing can compare to deserving your dreams
It's amazing, it's amazing
All that you can do
It's amazing, makes my heart sing
Now it's up to you
Patience, now, frustration's in the air
And people who don't care well it's gonna get you down
And you'll, fall, yes you will hit a wall
But get back on your feet and you'll be stronger and smarter
And I know, 'cause I've been there before
Knocking down the doors won't take no for an answer
And you'll see, 'cause if it's meant to be
Nothing can compare to deserving your dreams
It's amazing, it's amazing
All that you can do
It's amazing, makes my heart sing
Now it's up to you
Don't be embarrassed
Don't be afraid
Don't let your dreams slip away
It's determination and using your gift
And everybody has a gift
Never give up
Never believe the hype
Trust your instincts and most importantly
You've got nothing to lose
So just go for it
It's amazing, it's amazing
All that you can do
It's amazing, makes my heart sing
Now it's up to you [repeat]
